Society fucked us up so much all I can think of the death of Bush Sr are morbid jokes about how this year has not been good for old white famous men and hoping this trend spreads to the Conservatives and Republicans

I know Canadian Politics can ve weird and sometimes hard to understand

Which totally comes from the lack of coverage so I’ll just sum it up in a way im hoping at least most can get the gist of:

Conservatives: MindChild of House Lannister and Bolton (Joffrey under Ramsay and Roose but way worse)

Liberals: House Tyrell (Assholes with good PR)

NDP: Best of House Stark and Martell

I just got my chem mark for everything before the final and I’m shook. I expected worse but I am kinda close to getting a not so shitty but not as good mark which to me is a miracle on earth.

But I also forgot to do a couple of online assignments bc I have the shittiest memory ever and I’m stirring with feelings of regret, like what if I remembered and did it? I could have gotten over that -8%. But then I remember last time and it didn’t help at all so I’m just like

I don’t even care about this subject, I just don’t want it to be a waste of money. All I need is a pass lol

One thing I hate the most about SU crits and antis in general is not only how hypocritical (as they’ll stan charscters on the morally wrong spectrum all right, but they must be white and cis and straight and able and especially male first) they are but just how shallow they can be.

If it takes something so little as showing a relatable trait to an antagonist to be straw that broke the camel’s back, then it shows that they’re so easily swayed, so gullible, all it takes a soft blow to go to the other side.

They stand for nothing and they don’t want to becauseit requires work and patience and effort they don’t want to exert, they only want to be safely tucked in their little bubble and not think of the ~bad things~

These people have no loyalty towards what they say they believe in but towards the idealized world they want to love in.

I realize now that Artemis Fowl totally influenced my love for certain tropes

A traumatized sassy preteen genius with a name weird by societal standards and his inhumanely talented butler commiting so many crimes and whose biggest threat is parental supervision, CHECK

A child who is pushed so hard they create an alter ego who is a ‘could have been’ or like the complete opposite of theif og personality to cope, CHECK

So my mother finally acknowledges the fact that i dont want to be a doctor. However she refuses to accept it.

Today she found out i draw and like the manipulative (insert horrible word) that she is, complimented me by saying what a waste of a talent it was on someone who wouldnt be a doctor (ok not in those exact words but thats what i heard she specifically (to my shitty memory and attention span) said that this skill is great with doctors (idk how) and that if i couldve been great if i went in (literally knowing i said i hated it and sucked at the subjects required) and ended it with saying i really could have been better)

Wow i say a lot more when put in spaces im supposed to say little in, i bet that is pretty fucked up in a psychological abusive, mentally ill and disabled way or something too bad im too tired to find out why (plus too stupid and lazy). And it happened again, jeez